lonliness

It seems times is just running against my side...
may be you won't care enough to go through. You'll say another crazy fellow.
But there is a real problem and the cause is also me myself I know quite well.
I have been searching for a solution not just now only but since quite long. I don't
know where I have lost my own self the real me.
Will care enough to help me discover me again...

Violent thoughts

Well my girl fren of 18 months walked away with a fellow whom she knew for just a week. I am really surprised whats in her mind. We had two abortions. But still she managed to go away with another fellow. Its really hurting and frustrating me. Should I kill her for betrying me. Anyone to answer me?