Please lead my way.

Testing my patience?

You have let me walk through the flame not once but twice. And still I'm surviving. Its only because I trust You. I trust You that You'll have something good in store for me.

You know the pain I'm going through. Knowing someone so CLOSE. And then walking past the same person just like another stranger. Hiding myself. To know something about her now poisons my thoughts. But You keep bringing that person in every sphere of my life. You haven't left even my nights. Thought of taking rest for a while but You just brought her back there too. Where do I have to go now? What I have to do now?

I asked You several times before I started the relation. But was it me that was reluctent to listen to You? Have I contempted You?

A physical pain would not be as tormenting as the mental pain. Better give me some physical pain then this emotional pain.

Well this is just another story of a failed relation.

But don't let me compromise this time. It' ll be just as good as dead, if You let me do so.

Change me. Take me out of this place.
The thoughts are slowly poisonning my mind.

Its over or not? Its killing me Dear God.

A dream that will never be true. But show me some light... Please lead my way. Please Help me.